merlynthemagical felt deadly dull at exactly 01:01 PM last August 30, 2008.

I am good at dilly-dally but looking at my laundry I couldn’t take it any more, and so I started washing my blouses and then pants , and so I did finish all my laundry today. Congratulations to me! I’ve never felt so fulfilled my entire life, but realizing the things I did, those small deeds made me feel better. It made me think that fulfillment is not something that you own, it’s something that you feel. It's the feeling that you get when one accomplishes a thing.  When you can own a car, a house, a library (those are the petty things I want), it does not necessarily mean fulfillment. The trials you have harvested along the way, those are fulfillments. The feeling of being happy is a choice and same thing goes to fulfillment. It’s always a choice. I know I can never be good enough but I can be fulfilled. Who cares?

 Such a tiring day, but I will never get tired of feeling so fulfilled. Ash, Thank you. yeah you're right. It's nice to have wonderful people around.

And oh by the way I am taking my promotion examination today at 2pm, Wish me luck!

Currently watching: Mean girls

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